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Get your blog on.

I was really tired on my drive back from the NWO yesterday, so I woke myself up with 1) a Starbucks pit stop, and 2) MY AWESOME MIX CDS from back in the day. Man I have good taste. You know which song I really looooved both in high school and yesterday? Avril's "Things I'll Never Say". That's right! It's just sooo truuueeeeeee! I will sing it for you.

I'm tugging at my hair, I'm pulling at my clothes
I'm trying to keep my cool, I know it shows
I'm staring at my feet, my cheeks are turning red
Just trying to find the words inside my head
Cause I'm feeling nervous trying to be so perfect
But I know you're worth it, you're worth it, yeah
If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I want to blow you away
Be with you every night (Becca side note -- in a NOT improper way)
Am I squeezing you too tight (Becca side note -- HAND)
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down on one knee (Becca side note -- after an appropriate amount of time)
Marry me today (Becca side note -- "today" is not literal)
Yes, I'm wishing my life awaaaaayyyy
With these things I'll never say

Doesn't that speak to the girl inside you?! Our mindsets are so fascinating. I will sing it to you when I visit. Or you visit. But probably I visit. Speaking of, I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE ZOO I LOVE ZOOS SO MUCH IT'S RIDICULOUS AND IF I COULD GET MARRIED IN A ZOO I WOULD.

I'm just waiting for lunchtime to get here. This morning is going really slow. Like, REALLY slow. Really slow. Slow for real. Truly. I just want to eat ravioli and watch TV instead of sitting here doing absolutely nothing. I tell ya, I can't wait for this job to be over. Not that it's a bad place to work; it's great... I'm just ready for something different.

I really want a vacation. I haven't had a real vacation in years. Not like time off from work, but going somewhere. I really REALLY want to go to the beach. Key West, in particular. I never want to go to the beach, but for some reason that's all I've been thinking about. Well that and San Francisco, LA, Hawaii, Valencia, Paris, Munich, Hungary, China, and EVERYWHERE ELSE IN THE WORLD WHERE I AM NOT. DISNEY WORLDDDDDDDDDD!

If I could say what I want to say,
Becca

P.S. I'd say I want to blow you away. Or OUT OF THE WATER.
P.P.S. I'm feeling intense. I need to release some of this pent up energy. AT THE ZOO. OR THE BEACH.